To say i'm not really a communicator would be an understatement. I hate talking about myself and therefore will do everything in my power to get out of talking about me.
sometimes however, i really wish i could just explain to ppl how i truly feel. take tonight for instance. i so badly wanted to tell somebody, anybody, just how lonely i felt. i know having a significant other in my life won't make me a "whole" person, but sometimes it sure feels that way.
i would love to find love. i know we all want that, but goodness i haven't even had "like". ever. as in no one likes me, and sometimes i feel like no one ever will. while i am pretty good with me being single for the rest of my life most of the time, tonight i just wanted to go home to somebody. but alas, i came home to an empty apartment. maybe one day my prince charming will come, but i wish that day were today...
im done now.
see ya'll in a while...
mandy
Just looking to recapture the spontaneity of my youth.
About Me
- lupe
- i am the oldest daughter of four in my family. i have a big heart but try to keep it hidden. i have a crazy talent for planning and following through with hosting some of the best parties in town. i have an eye for details, which can make me a pain in the midst of preparing for things, but it all pays off in the end. I love people, and definitely love to be constantly surrounded by them all the time. however, i do require alone time, otherwise i go a little crazy. if there's anything else you want to know, just ask.
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