letters to juliet....it got me thinking

so i've seen this movie 2x now, and it's pretty good. the only major flaw i can see is this:

these romantic comedies, or any movie that isn't horror/sci-fi is unattainable to the average person. don't get me wrong, the basic plots can and probably do happen...to people who don't live in small towns/little cities like new castle or boardman.

these movies get the hopes of all us single girls up. we hope and think and wait for these moments, these opportunities to happen to us.

but let's be honest about this, shall we?
my life is nothing like the girls on these movies.

if i'm trying to apply this (or any romantic comedy) to my life, let's see how i compare to the starlets of these movies.

>>>these girls work at a job with a big company/law firm, much more glamorous than mine.

>>>i work at a small hospital in housekeeping, i basically am a poop cleaner.

>>>these girls live in major cities, with plenty of diversity and options for places to go from restaurants and movies to grocery stores and dancing.

>>>i live in a small town, with the biggest culture diversity is italian and arabic/syrian. we have plenty of places to eat, considering thats basically our only "out on the town" option, we have one movie theater which does play 8 movies at once but still...and we have several decent groceries but walmart is usually the cheapest option. and dancing? there's several ballet/dance companies or the hoyt but all are over priced.

>>>because of the high paying jobs, these girls have great apartments and can travel via company's expense or can just afford it on their own, thanks to said jobs. or some start off in other countries which indicates they had money to begin with.

>>>because i work in housekeeping at a small hospital in a small town, my pay is average if nothing else. i live with my parents because the only apartments worth looking at are way out of reach financially. and while i do travel, i have to limit my travelling to every other year at best, and my location is limited to mexico or canada. and while i love love love love love love mexico, i want to see europe. i want to broaden my horizons.

>>>the girls in these movies have boyfriends, husbands, even just guy friends. why? because of the previously aforementioned places to go. there are more men in these cities, more options of meeting these men.

>>>i. am. single. the only guy friends i have are married, and the only places i can go to meet them are the movies, but lets be honest...who in the world meets a guy while in the movies? and what movies would i have to be watching to meet these guys? i also go to walmart...again, what sort of man will i be attracting when im shopping after 8 hours of working or going in sweats? work, but i don't know any men that aren't already married or in committed relationships, and i go to church, but trust me when i say, there are absolutely no options at church.

>>>finally, these girls while in reality are real (they aren't just figments of our imaginations) but their characters are not. their bad days are either slapstick funny or just not likely. even the more realistic ones (ie alexis bledel in post grad) which might be really down on their luck, aren't as realistic as real life.

>>>i am not a fake character in a movie, although sometimes i wish i were. my bad days are usually more felt than perceived, and while i may fall down a lot, it's really not funny when it's you who is the one that is smashing yourself always.


ive said all this to end up saying that basically, and unfortunately, unless i move to a larger city (even pittsburgh would work i think), and land a fantastic job (in this stinky economy), my life is going to end quite predictably much like these movies. i may end up marrying someone down the road (which at my current rate, i don't see happening), and i will more than likely stay at the hospital until it kills me. anyways, i gotta get off here and sleep...i gotta be at work in 5 hours.

it's just like my g-sal always says...what a pity i was born with such good looks rather than being rich...

FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!

ugh. ok. so ive been reading "Atlas Shrugged" by Ayn Rand. it's a great book. i highly recommend it.
However i feel i must warn you that if you are a person whom pays his due to society, whom works for everything you have, you will feel very, very violated at the turn of events in this book.
i'll explain more later...

life.

life as an adult, means i have become settled into a routine, which essentially isnt bad...but how does one recover her spontaneity?
i don't know, and thats exactly what i'm trying to find out.
if any one has any ideas, let me know...
i feel my inner wild self dying...so time is of the essence.